18 & 2
sure aren't my
lucky numbers
no reply
only bleeps
bloops &
awful sound
the desire of telling you
i'm applying to college
the need to fix something
not broken but saddening
that and the gorgeous
immaculate
image
of you
the way your
quaint black hair
perfecly rests upon your shoulders
like a
new-born child
or a
pale patient
that &
sheer anxiety
fill my head paradoxically
the good of you &
the horrible of me
but i leave
so many blanks through words
more of them than
you could ever fathom &
i'd lament
and satirize myself
for being shitty
hadn't you told me
not to define myself
like the word of god
were he on your shoes
but don't feel sorry for
standing naked in nature
it's our environment &
we belong to it
if you need a
sweater i'll
give you mine &
i'd gladly give you a
smile if I had it
all I have is
tears to make
yours go away
&
waiting
until you wake up
keeps me at ease
if on the other hand
all i have is
you leaving
besides
sleeping is good &
you must be
so adorable
at it
& more than
anything
in this
crumbling
mess of a planet
it stays the same
though my mind
drifts from
station to station
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